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Monday, February 21, 2011
Hard work pays off :D
Okay, I'm really very happy with results. Well, so far lah ^^. Hopefully I wouldn't fail my English or something. Ah, Mr. Kee should seriously come back... now. Not saying that I don't like Ms. Chan lah, she's funny + cute. "Can you please stop saying 'chill' or 'relax'?! YOUR VOCABULARY IS SO LIMITED!" Haha, damn joke, ^^. Mr. Kee, come back quickly lah, your chicken pox go away.
Okay lah. The main reason why I came to blog is because, I'm really happy with my results. I'm not trying to show off or whatsoever, but I'm really proud of myself. Like, an accomplishment or something?(:
Home Economics: 24/25.
Geography: 9.5/20 (Ms. Asva said she'll pass me.)
History: 17/20.
Chinese: 41/50 (Disappointed only.)
Science: 23.5/30.
Yeah. Hopefully all of you out there are scoring well too! I got to go! Bye! :D
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
"Trust is like the Golden Rule."
Yeah. I suppose you'll see this soon, I hope you do. I ain't gonna say who you are, but I guess, you will know.
What's going on? I really don't know. Everything's changing so quickly. Everybody's being emotional, except me perhaps. Everyone is taking turns to get into the "emo" kind of mood. Why? Are so many bad shits happening? Well, actually, yes. After yesterday, I've learnt. MANY things are happening. But, it seems like I've been kept in the dark, I'm slow in learning about things happening around me, things happening to my closest friends. How come? I don't expect you to tell me immediately, neither do I expect you to tell me if you really don't wanna tell anyone. But, you told someone, and it makes me feel and think, I'm not trustworthy, I'm not a good friend.
I'm not trying to be dramatic here, whatsoever. I'm stating facts. I ask, because I care. I care, because I wanna help. I help, because I don't wanna see you cry. Because when you cry, if you didn't know, it hurts us too. Perhaps you think I wouldn't understand, perhaps you think such things wouldn't happen to me. You don't tell me, of course I don't understand! You think I don't worry, but in fact, you're making me worry more. I don't know about the other people, I wouldn't speak for them yet.
You said you cried because you were stressed. Haven't I told you, "I am your pillar whenever you need one." And no, I don't mean it in any other way. But seriously, friends be there for each other, well, true friends does. True friends listens to what one another has to say, understand it. It's not that you don't fit in a group of which you don't talk to. It's just that, you don't tell some of us stuff, when we're really wanting to help. No, don't get our intentions wrongly. We're not trying to be busybodies and just wanna know what happened, or what is happening. What we really want to do is to, HELP. Yeah, it's that simple!
I have NEVER, thought that you were talking ill about us. Because I know, you ain't this sort, and I still have that trust in you. Nobody blamed you for not having lunch with us. We even understood and thought you just needed to talk to her. "I thought no one will ever understand me." Look, that's a killer, okay? Thanks, you just stabbed me with your words. I'm utterly disappointed. I'm utterly shocked, I couldn't gain your trust, that's the bottom line of everything. You make me feel like I'm really a lousy friend. You make me feel like you're avoiding some stuff from me. You made me feel like you couldn't trust me. Okay, I respect it, it's alright. I got that. I can't blame you, because you are going through many things right now. But the trust, I don't see any reason for that. Why? Why can't you tell us? You think we wouldn't understand? Sorry, you're wrong.
Okay fine, let's say you DO trust me. Okay, thanks. But aren't cliques for you, always? Aren't cliques supposed to be understanding, with each other at least. What did we do? What did we do that didn't make you feel like telling us? I just don't get it. We've never spread anything about you, why would we?! I'm sorry, we've never got the chance to. And even if we did, we wouldn't.
I'm feeling so lousy.
There's nothing I can do.
I'm always in the dark.
I had no intentions, I just wanted to help...
And, I've never blamed you, I wouldn't.
And, I've never blamed you, I wouldn't.
Just to let you know, the same old phrase, "I'm your pillar whenever you need one."
Monday, February 14, 2011
I need to clear some shits.
First of all, I would like EVERYONE to know that, I DO NOT LIKE HOI LUEN ANYMORE. Yeah, I don't. In fact, it's been months since I stopped liking her. So please, whoever out there is spreading about this saying that I still like her, I'm sorry but... You're wrong. And, I don't like anyone now. I don't like it when people say I like whoever when I don't. Yeah, that's really about it.
Secondly, I don't know what happened between me and some other upper secondary guys. One day "Waisheng" (I don't know how to spell his name.) asked me on Facebook, "Whose number is this? You know?" It was my friend. Then some guys came to look for my friend, but I didn't know who they were. Then suddenly they said my name. Then I stunned. I only told "Waisheng" who that person was sia! I didn't do anything else man, I did nothing about what my friend did. Anyway, just hope that everything would be alright lah.
Yeah, that's about it. So... I've finally blogged? :) Hm. Kinda tired right now. Having sleepless nights, not enough rest either. Wanted to nap just now and I got woken up by a stupid text from I forgot who -___-. Okayyy, maybe I should go and sleep now or something. So, goodnight peepos (:
Wednesday, February 2, 2011
Don't think so highly of yourself.
Okay, finally. It's over :D Don't have to be so stressed anymore, don't have to get pissed off by comments -_- Whatever. Yeah, I think some of em' didn't like it, they only liked Jaslyn. Congrats Jas :D You were awesome out there. Love you k ♥. Yeah, some didn't like it, some said it was the best, so I guess it's subjective, or maybe personal attack, which is childish (: If you don't like person, just take the person down, don't have to drag everybody. You should put yourself in other people's shoes before judging them, yeah? I'm trying to say it as nicely as I can, but I don't think you'd see it. Don't judge them, when you don't know how it feels, thanks.
Seriously, damn pekchek. Bad way to start Chinese New Year, I'm darn serious. Ah! I don't owe anyone anything right? Okay, so I guess it's because my temper isn't good today. Whatever, hope it improves tomorrow. Going to boring places which I swear, I DON'T WANT TO GO. FML FOR NOW, I'M GOING FOR ANGPOWS ONLY!
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
"So dance, dance like it's the last, last night of your life."
Okay, yes. Tomorrow's the day. We trained hard, we cried hard, we had fun, for tomorrow. Yeah, we had our ups and downs during these times. Many of us cried our hearts out, some even quit the dance, they are all there. But, it doesn't really matter anymore, because we got it handled. I'm going to make sure that tomorrow's gna be awesome, that tomorrow's gna be the best dance we ever put out. Even if we forget our steps, I don't care. We try our best, we won.
Okay, let's not be so formal anymore. So today, I sprained my ankle during PE while playing catching. How awesome isn't it? Especially when it's ONE day before the dance (: I love it la, I'm damn lucky I tell you. K fine, let's stop being so sarcastic. Yeap, I ain't lying about spraining my ankle, but it has amazingly recovered within 4 hours, LOLS. Confirm must be because I prayed 2 times for my speedy recovery :D Awesome or awesome, I love God. So yeah, I really hope tomorrow would be an awesome day, and that we get the loudest applause ever.
