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Tuesday, November 30, 2010
I swear I hate this shit.
Why. -Secondhand Serenade.
The buttons on my phone are worn thin
I don't think that I knew the chaos I was getting in.
But I've broken all my promises to you
I've broken all my promises to you.
Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
A phrasing that's a single tear,
Is harder than I ever feared
And you were left feeling so alone.
Because these days aren't easy
Like they have been once before
These days aren't easy anymore.
Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me.
I should have known this wasn't real
And fought it off and fought to feel
What matters most? Everything
That you feel while listening to every word that I sing.
I promise you I will bring you home
I will bring you home.
Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me.
On 141010, 6.11, I thought I won. I thought that I had won your heart. I thought that I could stop wondering if I might lose to the other guys. Yeah, I jumped for joy. I told my close friends the news. They were all happy for me. But, after 48 days, they wonder, I wonder. "How long can they/we last?" "Are they/we really acting like a couple?" Because you'd always ignore the questions they/I ask you, the ones that regards relationships. But why do you always reply to other questions. Say I'm sensitive, whatever, but I'm not the only one saying this. Even our friends, themselves, realize it.
I tweeted on Twitter, and said: "You don't like to be mushy, but do you text me so little? ): Are you seriously in love w me?"
Anonymous said: "well she is. but just she is not that mushy type la. dont expect like 'i love you baby' or anything like that la."
Really? Can I only have such limited things to expect? I don't want to. I want to be the guy that you point to in school, and say, "That guy's my boyfriend." I want you to feel proud about it.
You once said that: "People know me because of him." You honestly didn't sound happy, and that sentence stabbed me in the heart. You don't seem happy that people know that you're mine. You said that because you wanted to be a Student Councillor. Now that you are one, why are you still acting the same way? I don't know. Have I really won?
