Sunday, October 17, 2010
Oh, i keep my fingers crossed.
Oh hell yes. I hope this isn't real. Please tell me i thought right ): I'm keeping my fingers crossed for so many things. Results, her. Just tell me what they say isn't true. So many things are going through my mind right now. Wild imaginations. Things that i wouldn't want it to happen.
Results.
Hell yes i'm scared. Knowing that i've already failed History, makes me worry more. Well, but i improved my History, so i guess it's alright. I hope and pray that my results good, and that i get top 100 for the end of year. I don't know. Term 3 was an awesome term for me, academic wise. I earned myself a teevee. It's currently sitting in my room, just got fixed up. I'm happy about it. Hopefully i earn a camera too? That'll just be awesome. Please, oh please.
HER.
Oh gosh, not too quick please? It's only 181010 today. Rumours, don't come too fast. Please tell me you love me. Please tell me what they said isn't true. Even if it was, tell me you love me. You not loving me, would be the last thing i would ever want to hear. I really look forward to Friday. One week, please let it come true. I don't want another short term relationship. I see no meaning in it. I love you, i really do. I was so happy when you said yes. I want you to call me your bee forever. I love the hell of you and i really can't bear to lose you. Not now, not ever. I love you ttvm. Don't disappoint me, please. I don't want to lose you.