I just hurts so much, to see you in this state.

What should i do? I don't know. Should i sacrifice? Should i, let go? I don't want to see you so hurt. I don't want you to feel unhappy about anything whatsoever. I know it's very difficult for you, i know. I know you want to be a student councillor. You don't want bad records. I love you, and seeing you happy is definitely the most important thing. But, i can't bear to let go. It's not enough! What should i do? Don't quit? Or just let go. I don't know. You say you never thought of breaking up, i appreciate it. But, for the betterment of yourself, should you? Or maybe when you're officially a student councillor, then we take it from there. What should you, or i, choose? I don't know. I got so worried for you. I fell sick. Slept and woke up perfectly fine. But the first thing that came into my mind was you. How were you feeling? What was going through your mind? I didn't know. I feel like a lousy boyfriend, seriously. Not being able to know how you feel. Sorry, that i'm a failure. But you still love me with all your heart, thanks. This road may be tough, but let's find a way out. Okay? That's all. Loveyou.