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Saturday, September 11, 2010

Today is literally not my day :( I don't like it. I mean, many unpleasent things happened today. Well, maybe just one, but it really made me upset, and i cried a lot. I hardly cry, but i did. I cried a lot, so that i'd feel better. I cried for last time, when i emo-ed. So now, i'm all better. But, i guess you guys would want to know what had happened? Well, it's mainly because of my mother. I merely just asked a question, "Can i join Gordon (my cousin) for fishing today, midnight?" I asked politely, like an angel (wink.) She gave me an immediate and negative answer, which made it obvious, it's a no, right? Yeah, i wasn't happy. So i begged and she started screaming like a mad woman! I mean like, it was just a question. What more, it was holidays, and a weekend in fact. I didn't understand why she wouldn't allow me. Her blood started to boil, so did mine. I even wanted to get out of the car, walk to the MRT and go home myself. She started to bring up all the negative things all together. Yeah, that's why in Facebook, i said "Good things you keep quiet, bad things you scold. It isn't fair man." So many people liked it, which meant that they agreed with me. Yeahs, we've got to face it, those are our parents! They like to bring up the negative things we have done, and leave all the positives one to a side. "I've been tolerating you for a long time. You've really drive me up the wall!" Please! If i've driven her up the wall, why does she still treat me so well? She brought everything in, why didn't she want to bring in my results? How much i have improved, especially on my weaker subjects? Why? Because they were positive things, that's why! Now, i'm feeling fuming mad alright. I didn't understand why. It was just a mere few hours of fun, you can't even grant me that? I finished most of my homework on the first day of the holiday, and yet you still say i didn't study? What rubbish is this? You're making a cock and bull story! I was pissed off, i started crying because i was angry. I hid myself in the room for 1.5 hours. I fell asleep, :p. Fortunately, i'm feeling better right now. I hope this doesn't happen on me again. A mere one sentence question, turned out to be a nightmare, a hell lot of cock and bull shit. Which made me totally pissed off.

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