Saturday, September 4, 2010
I guess i'm feeling all better. The stone in my heart, somehow seems that it has moved to somewhere else. Well, maybe this proves i've recovered. & of course, i'm happy about it. No point dragging on, because i know nothing would come out of it. So, why bother clinging on to something that will never happen. Perhaps, some people might think it's just a waste of time. However, it may just be very important to some people. Fortunately, for me, i've learnt how to let go. Honestly, i'm proud to say, i don't like anyone right now. Feelings might come back, i don't know. Hopefully, it doesn't. Because, i really don't want history to repeat itself. I wouldn't mind if it's a happy history, but it ain't. It's just a history that reminds me of misery, sadness. How emo-ish i felt then. Life was just miserable for me. I don't want to feel this way again. Yeah, i'm really happy for myself right now. I think, for now, the best is to really focus on studies. I mean, my results shot up to sky high when i was single. Studies are the most important now, isn't it? Yeah, it is. :D Hopefully my A1 streaks continue. 1 more A1, i earn a television for myself. How great, right? I still can stay happy when i'm single. Why not? There's so many people i can rely on! My family, my friends, plenty. I'm feeling much better. Alright, i'm going to do dedications now.
Kirti,
Thanks for going through thick and thin with me. You're really a true friend. True friends are hard to come by. I appreciate everything you've done for me for the past few months. Although sometimes we may get angry with each other, but everything will work out in the end. That's just totally awesome. I'm sorry if i really throw my temper at you when i'm feeling down. I hope you forgive me. I wish we remain as friends forever. Love, Cameron.
Vivian,
Thanks for everything also! Your advices to me, you really woke me up. Your advices, they beared lots of meaning, it was deep. However, it made me realize how to let go. I shouldn't cling on the something that wouldn't work out. (: Thanks for everything. We'll give each other advices whenever we need them alright? I'm glad both of us are very happy right now. Single, is just the best, isn't it? Hahaha! Once again, thank you. Love, Cameron
Mindez,
Hey brother :D Thanks for constantly cracking jokes to me, you really made me cheer up a lot. Although i think you don't know what has happened to me, but you still crack jokes like you always do. (: I appreciate it. Will be there for each other whenever we need each other alrights? We'll go through thick and thin together, ohkayz? Promise. A promise is a promise, and i keep them. Thanks a million. Love, Cameron.
Shermin & Joey,
Although i don't think you're going to see this, but i still appreciate everything you've done for me. Thanks for constantly asking me to cheer up and stuff. I don't know much to say. Well, i guess, this is enough? Hahaha. Hope that you'd confront me to whenever you have your own problems. I'll be more than happy to share my advices with you. Thanks loads. Love, Cameron.
To everyone else that cheered me up,
Thanks thanks thanks a lot! :D You guys are just the most awesome people alright. And yes, i mean it. Thank you for giving me advices. Thank you for being by my side whenever i needed someone there for me. Thanks for giving me a listening ear, to say whatever i have to say. It's deeply appreciated by meeee :D I've learnt to let go. Do come to me whenever you have problems. I love you guys ttvm. :>
