Thursday, September 16, 2010
Heyya :) Feeling slightly better, but not that much though. Honestly, i hate myself a lot for loving you. I mean, why do i have to bring so much pain and misery to myself. It's not like i can control it, i can't. But i've got no regrets falling in love with you to be honest. You're just so great. ^^ But the way you talk to me makes me emo. I know you're frustrated over many things but, i don't see any reason why you should be treating me this way. I get upset over those small little things. But i'm fortunate enough to have all my awesome friends around me constantly cheering me up, especially Jiahui Jie. Although you always make fun of her and i, but i know you're just trying to make me smile. Thanks a million for being there for me :) I'll try to cheer up, i know it's difficult, but i'll try. I believe that everything is possible as long as you put your heart to it. Thanks all my friends, you're awesome :D & finally, i still love you.