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Thursday, September 2, 2010

Hey people. I'm really, not feeling that well. Honestly, this is the worst day of my life. So many unwanted things happened. Why? I thought my emo season was long over, perhaps i was wrong? I've been hearing rumors. They're rumors, so i don't know if i should believe them. But now, the truth has come to light. Why did it have to happen to me? I seriously didn't expect this to happen. Yes, it's really hurting. You guys don't have to know what's happening. I'm like, lying for someone's happiness. I told her i didn't like her. I told her, her wish came true. I can bet she was smiling like there's no tomorrow when she saw that message. But, it was all a lie, but a white one. I really, didn't want her to give me a cold shoulder anymore. I had to give in, just by saying. I didn't really mean it, at all! Yes, i admit, feelings did fade for a moment. However, it all grew back. Honestly, it grew even more in the past. But now, no matter how strong my love is, i guess nothing would come out of it. I really thought i had a chance. Is age really so important? Gosh, and it's only 7 months! Nothing seems to be cheering me up. In fact, more problems are coming. Yeah, i'm seriously tired of living. Anyway, 13 years is enough, isn't it? No need to live any longer already. But they say, it's stupid. It's stupid to end my life just like this. I don't know. "You walk past a T-junction. If you turn left, it's friendship. A never ending road. If you turn right, it's heaven, but there'll be a dead end." Which would you choose? I chose left. But, relationship is important, too! I'm really forcing a smile. I want to cry, and feel better in the end. But, no tears seems to come out. Maybe i'm really too heartbroken. It's just really the wrong choice. I'm always blind. I choose the wrong things, the wrong girl. You two were once together, i could remember how hurt you were. You cried and cried and cried and cried. I tried to comfort you, but nothing seemed to work. In the end, it broke. You cried a lot again! Is he so important? Yeah, i guess to you he is. I'm just fucking useless, right? I can't even win a girl's heart. How much more useless can i get? -.- I'm seriously damn pissed off with myself right now. Fuck myself. Fuck my life. Fuck myself for being that of an asshole.

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Cameron Chen Jin,
♥You're perfect in my eyes.
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I'm not perfect, so are you. So don't judge me.

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Not according to rank, except for 1st & 2nd.
Drama ♥
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Alicia Lim
Apple Lee
Amanda Hong
Cheong Hoi Luen
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Cheryl Tan
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Ho Zhi Jie; Shorty
James Koh
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Li Wan Qi
Lim Jia Hui
Lim Yun Ling
Low Jia Hui
Mindez Chua
Nabilah
Nelson Chia
Nicole Quah
Ong Si Ting
Ronnie Lai
Sean Sim
Serene Leong
Shermaine Tan
Vanessa Tan
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Vivian Toh
Yap Wei Song

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