Let's last forever.

everything's alright,

@ Breakdown-nnn.bs.com

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Boo; pretty not in the mood right now >:

At first, i thought i aced in all my tests this term so far.

Today, my marks just pushed me fcuking down.

Sorry, pardon me for the language, but i'm really disappointed in myself.

17/40 for ENGLISH? How am i supposed to survive if i'm expected to pass?

Come on, pass is not enough. I need an A1 for English.

& now, this is included into CA2. What am i expected to do?

I thought i had improved a lot, but i was just thinking way too highly of myself.

Yes, i've gotten 3 A1. But come on, so what? 1 E8 & 1F9?

How to? I seriously don't expect myself to fail what i have failed.
I've got to work my butt off if i want to pass my geography. 6/20? Bullshit.

& for SA1 i got 42 -.- How? How am i supposed to pull my scores up? 6/20 = 30/100.

Dude, That's a fcuking Z100 -.- no friggin' joke.

When am i supposed to wake up from this freaking childish mindset of mine?

When am i supposed to act like a matured, young & fine adult?

Honestly, i've not learnt my lesson after PSLE. I sure do not want history to repeat itself.

Until now, i still can remember very vividly how i felt, what my whole family went through.

Gosh, this feeling sucks to the max right now. I don't care anymore.

This ain't the time for us to fool around like little kids, play like there's no tomorrow anymore.

I've got to pull up my socks. >: someone please let me wake up.

Heavenly Father,

God, please let me wake up. Please let me focus on what's important right now. Please let me realize the importance of studies, what'd the outcome would be like when i really grow up, & step out to the outside part of the world, where stress would continuously come to us. O Lord, please let me wake up from this childish mindset. Because i don't want to carry on any longer, because it's just pure silly. I just wish this would just put a stop in our life. In Jesus most precious name i pray, Amen.

That owner

Cameron Chen Jin,
♥You're perfect in my eyes.
GeylangMethodistSecondary; Faith1-2'10; 230897, 13; Single/~~Attached~~
I'm not perfect, so are you. So don't judge me.

Because there'll always be a beautiful rainbow after every storm. Time heals everything.

Facebook | Msn
Feel free to add me in Msn or Facebook :D

I wish.
-Canon Camera DSLR.
-Macbook/iMac.
~~-iPhone 4.~~
-Zinc bag.
-Pencil case/Wallet from Wallet shop.

The ones loved, by me.
Not according to rank, except for 1st & 2nd.
Drama ♥
Kirti Bhagwan
Alicia Lim
Apple Lee
Amanda Hong
Cheong Hoi Luen
Cheong Jia Wei
Cheryl Tan
Connie Jiam
Ee Shyan Kang
Elaine Chai
Georgina Lai
Guan Jia Mei
Ho Zhi Jie; Shorty
James Koh
Jasmyn Ow
Li Wan Qi
Lim Jia Hui
Lim Yun Ling
Low Jia Hui
Mindez Chua
Nabilah
Nelson Chia
Nicole Quah
Ong Si Ting
Ronnie Lai
Sean Sim
Serene Leong
Shermaine Tan
Vanessa Tan
Veniece Chua
Vivian Toh
Yap Wei Song

Dar-links

The awesomes:
Andrew (: Apple (: Carrie (: Chen Lyn (: Chloe (: Chong Zhe (: Connie (: Claudia (: Elizy (: Georgina (: Hoi Luen <3 Ian (: Jaslyn (: Jasmyn (: Jiahui (: Jia Jing (: Mindez (: Natasha (: Qinyu (: Samuel (: Serene (: Shermaine (: Shermin (: Shu Qi (: Sin Yin (: Si Ting (: Sue-anne (: Susila (: Yen Yee (: Yu Fang (: Trilly (: Vivian (: Zhijie (: Friend

Round of applause:
Shirleen/Jialing ♥

Flashbacks:
July 2010
August 2010
September 2010
October 2010
November 2010
December 2010
January 2011
February 2011
March 2011
September 2011
October 2011
November 2011

Bullshits

That music

Create a playlist at MixPod.com